spiral (or: “Dabid Almost Dies I”)
I think that I was trapped in a spiral,
plummeting downward for a long time,
but I couldn’t see it and didn’t realize I was falling at all.
Right up until I crashed into the bottom.
>< >< >< >< > < >< >< >< >< ><
I awoke in what I believed to be an unlit, dark room with someone wearing a doctor’s mask shining a light in my face.
I could hear a couple people talking in the room with me: “…[BLAH BLAH] Too late to reverse the brain damage…
And I thought to myself, “Uh-oh. That’s not good.”
That sounds like every one of my nightmares come true… the times I ever got that close to the abyss I lucked out and need a shoot of Epinephrine or be rendered unconscious medically to give my body time to fight back…